when?

when did i become so closed off?

when did i not even let people get close enough so that i could push them away?

when did i just quit caring?

WHEN AM I GOING TO TURN IT AROUND?

things.

known for some time, but never really admitted:  i use a blanket a lot less for warmth than i do to hide from the world.  likely explains why i use the same blanket year-round (generally without aircon/heat) with no problems.  and, yes, this means that i ‘sleep’ with my head under the covers.  always.

and now you know.